April 15, 2013 10:20:51 AM PDT
James Heelis said:
Well folks, It has been a rough and tumble ride, but everything I have done in preparing my portfolio, attending the accepted student event, and talking to the faculty at calarts has been well worth my time and money, and I won't forget how hard we worked for all of this. I wont forgot all the advice many of you gave here on this forum - All of you inspired much of my work, and your art and enthusiasm encouraged me to do my best.
Unfortunately, I will not be able to attend calarts this year, and probably not even the next one. Honestly, I don't have the money, and there are a lot of personal problems I have to deal with. But I don't feel too bad - obviously, I will be saddened by the fact that I won't be able to know the other students - to live, learn, and to perhaps network for the rest of my life with many of you - but frankly, I knew from the beginning that I would have no way to pay for this. My scholarship money provided a tiny fraction of the costs, and I was expecting it more or less. If I wasn't going to get rejected, then I wouldn't have the finances. In the end though, it isn't the school that makes a person's work. It is the work itself that makes the person - I may not go to calarts now or next year, but I intend on competing with the best of you still. I hope that in the future, we will all be working together not because we went to a school, but because we are all artists who live to create.
Good luck to everyone on their calarts adventure! You guys are the best, and deserve nothing less. :)
Damn dude. I am really sorry to hear this. :( You worked so hard. You are an amazing artist though and I am sure you will succeed! Good luck James! Hope you stay an active member here!